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I'm feeling unfulfilled and confused. Is it possible to change my script to a "happier" one?
I would like to share with you some discomfort or confusion that I am living. I spent 3 years in Botswana, Africa, and have returned to Canada (not on my own accord) for the last 2 years. I was and am still unhappy to be here, because I want to do some good in Botswana, and since I have been the happiest in Botswana—a happiness that I have not known or experienced before.
The second reason is that I met someone there, but he may no longer want to be with me as I want to be with him. I said something that he took very personally when I was joking. I still long to share my life with him and hope that together we can experience heaven, but God's will be done and not mine. May the Holy Spirit provide me with His strength in trusting and having faith within this situation. I will stop here because I am starting to cry and would appreciate and thank you in advance for your inspired reply.
Thanks for writing and for being open. Our deepest desire is for Union. I join you in a prayer of trust that all things are working together for good. I offer you, and your friend, and your function to the Holy Spirit that everything may serve the Highest Good.
The subtleties of the ego are exposed simply in this way: The ego's plan for salvation demands that something should be different than it is. The ego believes that happiness and peace can arise from changing the script. A miracle is a change of mind that happily shows that the script cannot be changed. I join you in this holy prayer: Let all things be exactly as they are.
You are the Light of the world. Shine this Light wherever you may seem to be, for as you allow It to shine through you will experience the Joy of God that knows no emptiness. Inner Joy will attract many witnesses as you Awaken to Divine Love. As devotion is placed in experiencing the Joy within, the seeming outer world will reflect this Joy. The happy dream of non-judgment precedes Awakening.
You are entitled to Great Joy! Stay focused on what you want to experience, and observe that the chips of the world have fallen where they have fallen. Thank You God for Giving the Joy of creation without end. Thy Will Be Done, and all creation gives thanks.